heartless...

"my heart hurt badly, when i realized that u dun even look at me. 

but my heart is not yours for u to break it.

this is when i suddenly feel, i hate to have a heart. "

p/s: truth may hurts. that's y, im letting u go. T_T

raye korban.. T_T

salam.. first of ol, aq nk ucapkn salam aidiladha bwt sume umat Islam d sluruh dunia, huhu. w'pon aq ta braye, tp wish jgk laa kn. first tyme braye without family, sumpah cdey gile!! sgt cdey... mlm raye, aq duk sowg2 lam bilik. rumet aq balik raye kt uma. geng2 aq pon same. aq plak duk ngadap lappy sowg2 tgk cite 3 idiots. sje nk tgk cite klaka sbb aty tgh cdey kn. tp nanges jgk tgk cite tu. huahua. cite ape laa yg aq tgk aq ta nanges?? huhu. then tgh malam, perot aq wat hal. tataw nape. saket gile. bkn sakit nk buang air besar oke! sumthing is wrong with my tummy i guess. sbb aq ta penah ase saket smpai mcm ny. saket bhgian bwh. nk kate senggugut, kuat sgt. aq ta penah lak kena senggugut trok sgt smpai mcm ny. d sbbkn tader obat, aq pakse jgk diri aq tdow utk ilangkn saket tu. tp Tuhan jelaa taw mcm mne aq thn saket tu. tdow lam ksaketan. sudahnye pkol 10 lbey bru aq bangun tdow. ny da kurang cket. but still, sumtymes bile aq b'gerak ase jgk saket2. then, bangun je pg td teros kol my mom. tp line ta clear. my mom kol balik lam pkol 11 lbey td. aq ckp laa kt mama, foodcourt ta bkak. so, ary ny makan megi je. hukhuk. cdey gile oke! then, mama ckp, my pkcik yg tggl kt putrajaya nk dtg umah. die b'tolak dr cny lps solat raye. mama suh aq balik umah tumpang pkcik. aq ckplaa aq ade paper sabtu ny. mama ckp, "alaa balik kejap je. sok luse pkcik balik smule kl." tp mslhnye aq ta abes stdy lg! huwaa!! mama ckp "alaa lmbat lg paper tu. bwk laa balik buku. malam ny kitowg nk wat bbq. sume owg ade ko sowg je tader." wahai mamaku, aq juge kepingin skali pulang ke rumah. tp kalo da balik umah, mmg konpem2 laa xpegang buku. duk b'gosip ngn sista2 aq tu. cdey kn. mama mcm beriye2 je suh aq balik. but then,  aq decide ta balik. dgn air mate yg gugur bgaikn air terjun... cdey taw. rindu sgt nk balik umah. tp, hmm... tataw laa nk ckp ape. sabarlaa hati, ta lame da nk balik. cptlaa tibe wahai 22nov. aq da ta sanggup da nk berendam air mate. T_T

p/s: ary raye korban yg penuh dgn pengorbanan.. (air mate still lg ta berenti mngalir..) T_T

kejari?? ape tu?? heheh...

salam.. i juz got back from meeting KEJARI. ape itu KEJARI..? KEJARI stands for Kem Jati Diri.... obviously, means camping laa kn. venue: d rhsiakn..... aq pon xphm npe dowg nk rhsiakn tmpt tu... but, dgr2 myb kt ulu langat. yg xbest nye sal kem ny, timing die tu. ade ke patot die wt time tgh2 cuty?? xptot btowl. aq ny da laa balik umah jarang2. owg yg duk dkt area2 cny tayah ckp laa kn. spnjg sem ny, aq balik umah skali je taw! skali je!! tu pon mse rayer. cdey gile. rayer aji pon aq xbalik. dowg xpaham. bkn kami junior2 ny nk m'berontak. but pliz give us some space. we need tyme to coop with this kind of things. esp, people lyke me! aq bkn ank mnje pon. jauh skali. but this is 1st tyme aq duk jauh dr umah. mase kt mtrix dulu pon, umah aq 3o minit je dr asrama. huahua. rindu taw x kt umah. owg len cuty b'bulan2 lmenye. aq xsmpai sbln pon. cdey taw. mak aq xsempat pon nk ilangkn rindu kt aq. huahua. cian mama yer. sabar ea ma. nk bwt cmner. sape suh fana study tinggi2. heheh! tp taperlaa. aq da decide pon kn nk pegi. tgk laa mcm mne 6ty. oke, that's it for now. got a date with my titas honey! sok final titas. then, im done with u honey! haha. sory for having to do this. (T_T)

p/s: met MR. HIM again tonyte. he looks different without kacamata. yg pasti, i dun lyke it bebeh! wear it olwayz oke. n dun forget to smile. coz i luv ur smile! ;D

03nov2010

oke. ary ny mmg catat sejarah. lots of things hpen today. too much. pagi2 lg da kuar ngn yanie n ecah. bajet nk g pekeliling je.beli tiket balik cuty 6ty. laz2 boley t'sesat kt bkt bintang lak kn. hahaha. bongek gile. mule2 ecah kate nk g times square je. p2 alang2 lalu kt bkt bintang, kitowg pon g laa mlawat tmpt tu dulu. oke. siyesly, sgt lawak. pny laa syok duk pusing2 kt bb tu, skali bru kitowg pasan, lam mall tu xjumpe sowg pon pompuan b'tudung. juz d three of us. hahaha. ptowt laa owg kt kedai tu cm pndg2 je kn. mmg tmpt utk owg2 kaye laa. owg mcm i mmg xmampu. huhu. (oke, mood skang: nk cry ayh gula!)
then, bosan jln2 kt bb, kitowg decide g times square plak. yelaa, kt bb tu bkn boley shopping pape sgt pon. sgtlaa xmmpu. huhu. pdhl, tumit kaki tu da sakit thp babeng da kn. bwt2 ta sakit je. huhu. siyes mate gua b'pinar2 kt ts tu. huhu. murah gile brg2 die!! boley lak kn die jual tshrt sume rm10 kn. mmg laa nk suh aq beli. nseb bek laa aq cm beringat2 jgk laa kn. aq beli shelai je. kalo la ade owg support, mmg aq syg gile laa owg tu. ta tipu dowh. huhu.
pas abes jln2 kt ts, kitowg pon balik laa. mmndangkn kitowg balik td pon da mgrib, kitowg pon dcide nk naik teksi. sbb daa penat sgt da. ta larat da nk tggu bus. sakit sgt kakiku ini. p2 da smpai kolej, da lepak2 ciap mnd pe sume adelaa sowg laki ny kol. dan2 pas bg slm tros die tny aq tggl mne. aq da pelik gile da. knl x, tetibe tny aq tggl mne. kalo ye pon knlkn laa diri tu dulu. aq pon wt sore kerek gile laa kn. aq tnylaa, 'awak ny sape? apesal nk taw sy tggl mne??' p2 die ckp, 'ade hal cket.'. aq ingt mmt psiko mne laa plak kn tetibe je kol aq tny soklan pelik2. p2 die tny aq ade nek teksi x td. aq ckp laa ade. p2 die tny de tggl ape brg x?? aq da gelabah da kn. p2 aq check2, wallet aq tader!! walawey!!! mmg nk nanges laa. die ckp lps aq turun tu ade owg len yg naik tp myb die xpasan wallet tu. aq da cuak gile da. takot dak tu amik duit aq p2 tggl wallet tu kt situ. huhu. p2 pkcik tu pon anta laa wallet aq tu ke hostel aq. charge rm15! huhu. tp taperlaa. at least tader pape yg ilang. sgt cuak oke. mmg sgt b'terime kasih pd pkcik tu! syg die sgt2. pas ny nk promote teksi die kt dak2 upm! hahaha. sape nk boley minx kt i no fon pkcik tu oke. huhu.

baju baru!! ^^

p/s: sy single n available. if ade kwn2 yg cm single n kaye tu boley laa msg i kt inbox ea. mekaseh. huhu. ^^

so long! ^^

lame ta upd8 blog. huhu. 

rindu jgk. tp tader mood nk tulis pape. 

for now, tader pape yg best sgt pon.

juz nk ckp that 'MR. HIM' yg ary tuh, is no longer my crush.

hahaha. giler kujam ayt aq. cm playgurl giler kn.

after a few thoughts, i decided nk forget those feelings. huhu. 

nobody's perfect. i know that olredy.

but u should know when to stop n where's d limit.

no matter how perfect he is, we juz wont suits each other.

p/s: sy suke awak. tp tu dulu. u r sweet. keep on smiling. :)