i'm 19 now!

hepy sweet 19 to me!! 

dulu aq xsaba nk tggu umo 21. but now, not anymore.

sejak aq msuk upm, aq bangga umo aq 18. haha.

sbb im d youngest! ase syg nk tgglkn umo 18.

however, still i think today was a blast! myb sbb ary ny jumaat kowt. hahaha.

byk mnde yg aq lalui. bg owg len myb cm bese je. but not for me.

1st, tgh mlm smlm sumone from my past wish me hepy bday.

t'kjut sgt. t'haru pon ade. sbb i dun expect he'll remember me after 2yrs.

even aq pon da lupe sal die. siap da buang da no die. hahaha. kujam kn??

but, tengs to u for still remembering me. i appreciate that. :D

then, pg td g klz cm bese mmbe2 wish bday. huhu.

tengs kwn2! syg kowg sume. not to forget yg wish thru fb n  fon. 

sorylaa to those yg text me. i mmg xblz. bkn xde kdt tp mlz sgt nk taip msg.

hahaha. sory sgt2.

then, tghhari td! sgt2 hepy!!!!!

x terkate! suke sgt2!!

jumpe MR. HIM!

aq kne jge kiosk td n beselaa geng2 die suke msuk lam kiosk lepak2.

wt kecoh lam tu. then mse die nk byr tu die snyum kt aq!!!

aq da nk cair da mse tu. da laa ngn cuaca pns.

saba jelaa. siyesly, die wt aq t'senyum!

bler aq pk sal die,aq senyum. n aq ase cm nk tell everyone sal die.

aq nk btaw yg 'this is the most sweet funny guy i ever fall in luv with!' 

hahaha. cliche sgt kn. but i lyke this feeling.

ase cm hidup. at least i dun live a dull lyfe.

at this moment, im not sure anymore whether this feeling is juz a crush or myb more than that.

but u are sweet. sgt2! i juz cant help but smile wen a thought of u comes. :)

ok. enuf bout him. haha

then, my two besties kt upm, mira n nad wt suprise kt aq!

aq plek gk npe nad xwish2 aq hb. n dowg mcm len mcm jek.

dowg belikn adiah beg for me. so sweet! haha

ptowtlaa mse kuar ngn mira ary tu, aq nk beli beg tp mira xkasi.

beriye2 die xbg aq beli beg. huhu.

anyway, tengs sgt2 kt both of u. luv u sygs so much! muahh3! ;D

another thing, td a person yg aq pnh crush jgk wish aq hb.

aq juz reply tengs n bla3!

then, msuk laa notification2 bru. die comment kt gmba2 aq.

bkn laa gmba aq sowg. gmba klz aq dlu.

then, aq t'pk. die ny stalk aq ke??? hahahaa

pasan je lbey. tp tipulaa kalo ckp xde p'saan kn bler bce komen2 tu.

but, my feeling towards him is juz a memories. im sure of that.

p/s: this entry mmg sgt pnjg. i keep this blog lyke my diary. so, i juz spill out without thinking much. ;D

about him.

he's sweet. funny. look lyke a good guy. 

quite good looking. not so tall, but enuf for me.

though im not in love with him. i know he is only a crush.

but he has ol dat i want. wish i had d power to make him fall in luv with me.

hmm.. 

siyesly! 

p/s: i smile juz by thinking of u. d thoughts of u make me hepy. :))

layan jee....

aq skang t'sgt laa sukenye melayan p'saan. makin dkt exam makin kuat lyn p'saan! hahaha. but that doesn't mean yg aq minah jiwang! not at all. hahaha. tanak ngaku lg ny. seronok lyn p'saan ny. tp lme2 boley jd giler beb! bru2 ny aq tgk prosecutor princess. marathon 16 episod dr sabtu mlm smpai ahad ptg. gler seronok! ta sedor lg diri tu nk exam! hahaha. ny sume pengaruh mmbe2 aq. aq ny once da start ta boley nk stop. tp siyez cite ny sgt laa bez. mmg emo gler aq tgk cite ny.da laa park si hoo tu ncem! OMG! saba jelaa. die wat mcm2 mnde utk pompuan tu. siyez aq nk sgt laki cm die! nk sgt2!!! now, aq phm npe owg ckp kalo nk bhagia cari owg yg sygkn kite. then p'saan syg tu akn dtg sndiri. true luv doesnt mean that we have to stay together. as long as dat person is hepy. :))

*walaupon mate die sepet, aq tetap suke! hehe

*he's hot! n im melting!

p/s: we had so many ridiculous dreams, arent we?

my complicated mind!

hmm...  tader ape yg x complicated lam idop aq ny aq ase. 

sume serba xkena. td aq kol mk aq. 

mission:minx $$! hehehe. :)) 

alhamdulillah! nseb bek mk aq cm consider jek. 

actually, da lame da nk minx. poket da lme kering. 

tp asek drag jek. mlz nk minx. 

or ayt yg lbey penting aq xreti nk minx duet! 

bgos kn aq. hahaha. 

tp ssh taw x! nk duet tp ta reti nk minx.

 cdey jek. t'pkse b'jimat cermat. 

da la skang mcm2 sales! t'seksa jiwa raga gua! hukhuk...

 kdg2 ase cm nk cry ayah gula jek.

td pon t'pkse minx coz mmg da pokai sgt da ny. 

imagine laa, lam purse gua tggl rm15 je kowt! 

byk gler! adoi! nk nanges ase. 

tulaa, sape suh boros sgt. 

p/s:bler jpa nk msuk ny! adoi! :((

unstable...

my lyfe is unstable ryte now! 

bler pk2 balik bler mse idop aq ny stable??

huhu... plek towl...

aty mnusia ny senang nk manipulasikn kn??

kjp je aq suke kt owg tu p2 ilang cmtu je..

myb sbb aq xjumpe lg d ryte one kowt...

jeles bler tgk sweet loving doving kapel....

juz wait fana...

ur tyme will come... 

:)

p/s:im waiting for u.. come quickly! i noe u exist..

:D