raye korban.. T_T

salam.. first of ol, aq nk ucapkn salam aidiladha bwt sume umat Islam d sluruh dunia, huhu. w'pon aq ta braye, tp wish jgk laa kn. first tyme braye without family, sumpah cdey gile!! sgt cdey... mlm raye, aq duk sowg2 lam bilik. rumet aq balik raye kt uma. geng2 aq pon same. aq plak duk ngadap lappy sowg2 tgk cite 3 idiots. sje nk tgk cite klaka sbb aty tgh cdey kn. tp nanges jgk tgk cite tu. huahua. cite ape laa yg aq tgk aq ta nanges?? huhu. then tgh malam, perot aq wat hal. tataw nape. saket gile. bkn sakit nk buang air besar oke! sumthing is wrong with my tummy i guess. sbb aq ta penah ase saket smpai mcm ny. saket bhgian bwh. nk kate senggugut, kuat sgt. aq ta penah lak kena senggugut trok sgt smpai mcm ny. d sbbkn tader obat, aq pakse jgk diri aq tdow utk ilangkn saket tu. tp Tuhan jelaa taw mcm mne aq thn saket tu. tdow lam ksaketan. sudahnye pkol 10 lbey bru aq bangun tdow. ny da kurang cket. but still, sumtymes bile aq b'gerak ase jgk saket2. then, bangun je pg td teros kol my mom. tp line ta clear. my mom kol balik lam pkol 11 lbey td. aq ckp laa kt mama, foodcourt ta bkak. so, ary ny makan megi je. hukhuk. cdey gile oke! then, mama ckp, my pkcik yg tggl kt putrajaya nk dtg umah. die b'tolak dr cny lps solat raye. mama suh aq balik umah tumpang pkcik. aq ckplaa aq ade paper sabtu ny. mama ckp, "alaa balik kejap je. sok luse pkcik balik smule kl." tp mslhnye aq ta abes stdy lg! huwaa!! mama ckp "alaa lmbat lg paper tu. bwk laa balik buku. malam ny kitowg nk wat bbq. sume owg ade ko sowg je tader." wahai mamaku, aq juge kepingin skali pulang ke rumah. tp kalo da balik umah, mmg konpem2 laa xpegang buku. duk b'gosip ngn sista2 aq tu. cdey kn. mama mcm beriye2 je suh aq balik. but then,  aq decide ta balik. dgn air mate yg gugur bgaikn air terjun... cdey taw. rindu sgt nk balik umah. tp, hmm... tataw laa nk ckp ape. sabarlaa hati, ta lame da nk balik. cptlaa tibe wahai 22nov. aq da ta sanggup da nk berendam air mate. T_T

p/s: ary raye korban yg penuh dgn pengorbanan.. (air mate still lg ta berenti mngalir..) T_T